Sunday, September 30, 2012

Concerns

I had the Light Weigh One King orientation meeting.  Only 5 ladies showed up.  Out of those 5 only 2 signed up.  I am hoping that the three of us can work together and give each other strength over the next 12 weeks.  I am looking forward to this.

I am concerned about the sacrifices I will be making.  I have been watching myself closet lately and realizing how much I eat when I'm not hungry.  This is going to be a tough fight with myself but I'm tired of being fat.  I'm ready to be thin again.

Please say a prayer for me.

Cheryl

Friday, September 21, 2012

Wondering

I'm siting here waiting for my kids to finish a home school class at the local recreation center.  I'm listening to Catholic pop music and thinking about my purpose; what God is asking from me now.  I have reached all my personal goals, let him guide me through home schooling my kids and adopting a beautiful baby boy.  What does he need from me now?

I am beginning the new Light Weigh spiritual weight loss program; One King, on Monday.  Is this what he needs of me?  on the one hand; it seems so simple, showing up to the meetings and starting the dvd and facilitating the meeting.  However, I have a feeling the sacrifice I am going to be making to get rid of this weight and guide the participants through this journey of ours, will be tremendous.

I have become such an emotional/compulsive eater that this is going to take such will power on my part.  I am going to have to dig deep and trust God, the Saints, and Angels to get me through this.   I hope I can fulfill whatever God of asking of me.

Please pray for me.

God bless

Cheryl